Our Lovely Distance

My Dearly Papa,

It has been 5 months you are away from us all
I visit your last home today and read some surah of Qur'an peacefully
I do hope my reading is good enough and sounding as it meant to
Before the reading started
Weather is cool with the clouds hanging down a bit
Sheltering the sunshine from penetrating the ground
All of sudden very soft drizzles are pouring down blessing the earth
Within only very short moment in less than 5 minutes
The clouds then shifting away opening up the sky while I am reading on
It is not only that I feel so peaceful to be at your ground that moment but also my feeling of atmospherical blessing 
No words are good enough to depict my feeling
It is simply beyond my capacity to even put this feeling right on the deck
It is a beautiful feeling
A wonderful feeling
A blessing feeling of being around your ground delivering my prayers
My visit is not only about you, Papa
It is also reminding myself that one day I will be having my last home
No more lavish home but grave
No more colourful clothes but white shroud
With the final bed I rest upon is the ground
Above all is that I will surrender under His law paying for all responsibilities of what I have and have not done 
How that is so very powerful to me realizing of my future destiny
Besides all that, I truly wish we could see each other again one day
Kindling our lost story together during our current distance
As a father and a daughter
As a good friend
As a family
I miss you dearly, Papa
Lots of story I have conveyed to you through the magic of our hearts
May He Always Protect Us All In The Boundless Time and Space
I Love You, Papa
Please Rest In Peace Trailed By Our Sincere Prayers
With My Whole Heart and Care...
-LS-